“If only I had...”
Finality produces a certain kind of clarity - of re-evaluating what has gone by.
Trading activity does not allow for much meaningful reflection - the space in which one can reflect has to be muscled around everything else; usually to take care of something - crap! The dog!
Routine enabled reflection - usually on weekends - is one thing, yet your mind is still labouring over the other day’s mishap or whatever data print to come on Tuesday. You are still in . . .